Going to Macao soon

I will go to Macao for the national english speech contest in 2 weeks. To my great dismay the teacher who promised to be my tutor not only give my no actual advise on my speech at all, but refused to go with me also. So I have to go to there on my own. Language barriers worries me most. Anyhow back to the speech itself, I have little confidence frankly. I wish that I can make it but who knows? For at least half a month I have been doing nothing but recite the speech, eventually I totally have no passion to do the job good. I am so bored and I only the contest can come to its end as soon as possible.